The end of a chapter, the beginning of a story

I though it'd be good to do a little updating on my blog.

A-levels went pretty normal. I do hope my hard work pays off somehow. Then again, I'm very sure that even if I were destined to face disappointment, I will not succumb to absolute dejection for I have already done what I could.

Prom was fun, but it kinda ended way too fast, way too soon. Took the pictures, had the laughs. In the end, you're just going to have to move on, for life has so much more to offer. Take pride in what you've done, be happy because you've been where you've been. I will always look back at these memories with delight and satisfaction.

Post-As is just totally overrated... or maybe not so if I hadn't been investing my efforts into crafting personal essays that ultimately might not even warrant me that dream university education. You have only yourself to blame for your prelim results.

Still, I toll, for I am tired of living life with regrets. I'll do what I can to sway fate in my favour (yes I'm pretty much a proponent of free-will).

Sometimes, I read about the lives of successful applicants to all the top schools. I feel inadequate, inferior. I find myself consumed by envy and despondence.

Have I not done anything meaningful in my time? Am I simply not there yet?

I refuse to believe that, thus in resolution I endeavour.
I just hope it isn't way too late.

Lastly, I would life to add a bit on how much I love my class. 2 years - I wouldn't have had it any other way. We might not keep in touch forever, but the memories I shall forever hold dear.

With that, I say bring it on, 2011.

YUB

p.s SHANGHAI, TW WOOHOOHOO.

k 1 week over... chem p3 was the dream start its so hard my dick pales in comparison.

gp was the usual uncertainty... but the feeling's that i did better than prelims, just hope the marker's nice =/

bio was simple enough but math was so easy its ridiculous lucky i didnt spend much time studying.

kk mr ng is right, it doesnt feel so bad once it has started. you just waiting for the days to pass.

kk now ima do some chem salvaging..

and there's always econs. i needa nail that shit once and for all

K ALL THE BEST YUB

Alright it's almost time (:

At this point in time, I would like to express how unbelievably happy and contented I am with my life.

After all, when else can you only focus on studying without any other pressing worries requiring more immediate attention?

Ok just jk fml lets hope i survive.


YUB

Revelation born in a sea of anguish

sometimes you really get mindfucked by results. Its perfectly fine not to do well when you have so willingly resigned to your fate after the paper.

What hits you the hardest would be the anomalies that occur out of nowhere. They emerge and strike fear and horror into your unprepared, feeble heart. Who would have thought?

But thats perfectly fine with me too. I like the challenge. The agony is only gonna last a few days, after which i'm sure im gonna be filled with so much angst i could picture myself plotting the letter 'A's on my results slip.

WATCH MEH.

on a side note, i really enjoyed the badminton session together. A 7G guys get-together definitely provides the best therapy to my mundane life as of now.
A great bunch of mates. We might not stay together for eternity, but you guys have surely secured a reservation in my memories.

oh well back to work...

I'll be ready for prelims this time, the feeling of being well-prepared evokes such joy in me ahhhhh~ :D

gosh, who am i kidding.

Still alive, though barely

hey sup sup! im back with some dread.

tml's gonna be the last day of formal college life and it sucks i know. and i have plenty of reminders in the form of rants from many that it sucks too. but we'll tide over this period of hardship. (:

i shall not talk about the things i'll miss. Rather, i choose to reminisce in satisfaction the many happy memories hwach has filled me with.

let tml be a day filled with happiness and crazy stuff.

but really, this might be just another masquerade, a brave attempt to shield my heart from the obvious.

after all, i've spent the whole night feeling real empty. the sense of longing is slowly intoxicating my mind.

but i shall not be overwhelmed. a great battle lies ahead.

and boy am i excited.

YU BIN

hey supppp blog

i just watched 500 days of summer and its (Y) made me ponder like some frog pond.

anw famine camp just ended, i shan't rant about the negatives cos its over and its for a good cause i hope. but i am a tad disappointed as next year im prolly gonna be in NS and this would prolly be my last one and look how it turned out :(

oh well, i've had my cheap thrills along the way.

there you go, cheap thrills.

you evil sun of a beach.

sometimes i believe the extrovert part of me is depriving my inner soul of the introspection i really need.
after all, life isnt about a continuous supply of lame jokes and fooling around every day.
we need to think deep and thats what we're given a brain for.
we need to feel richness and thats what we're given a heart for.
im not telling myself to stop the rubbish bcos its a part of me. i do take after my mother in that we both are really out-going.
however, its more about the balance i should strike between superficial dealings with others and serious cultivation of reliance and trust in a strong friendship.

i guess when study stress gets to you, you really think alot about life?

then again, you've hardly started revising, havent you?

yubin


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