AND IM BACK TO MY OLD WAYS.

i dun even know how the night passed, all that i've completed is eom.

i have bio class test tml and i havent even started. gosh go die. you suck.

hurry hurry

i had a look at my old blog and the way it passed away most boringly.
all i could do 2 years back were to draft out miserable summaries of seemingly never-ending events that all had that blissful touch of simplicity to them.

you just long for that don't you.

but i think my blog prefers things as it is now. i seem to feed it without fail every 2 weeks or less.

that short span of 2 years saw a poor angel being mercilessly devoured by an army of social hazards.

now i have so much more to write. the blog never seems to die no matter how busy i become.

we always think, after this event, my life would be so carefree.
after that event, it would all be so simple.

it never happened.

you're just standing at the entrance of that maze,
you look back and surprisingly, the exit isn't there anymore.

Humans, they form bonds as quickly and conveniently as they break them, often with little regard to the amount of emotional investment from the numerous parties.
One would hardly imagine that a collection of insignificant beings amounts to a friendship so significant one wouldnt hesitate to shed tears and articulate sounds no language would ever take possession of.
Laughter, a healthy product of the joy of being inter-connected by an invisible bridge which we all thought was infallible.

what if there would come the day when the bridge really shattered into a giant swirl of dust that so vividly resembled the tears of a toddler wailing over his lost toy.

what a emotional revolution that would result in. the sheer magnitude, it kills with greater efficacy than any weapon of mass destruction.

"hair hair hair hair hare
Thursday, December 18, 2008 at 12:20 PM
the ster sters just rebonded their hair yesterday night.

i got a nonsensical shock when i looked into the mirror.

nonsensical, cos i always believed we couldnt look any better.
but how come i see the mirror nose-bleeding?

*shy*

kay. cut the crap.

i swear rebonding treatment nowadays are liek godly.

look what happened to lehster's legendary curls. they're all straight. liek STRAIGHT.

IMPOSSIBLE. but yeah, possible.

so now we'r ridiculously good-looking.

and ima stop staring into the mirror. nosebleed before lunch is quite unsightly.

jaa.
~bin

p.s: i know that you people wanna see pics.
but I DUN WANNA SHOW YOU LEH.
D:
oh. u cry, i laugh."


what would you do, if you could no longer envision that bridge anymore?

COSFEST!

it was real fun, but next time im only gonna cosplay on one of the days at most...
cos i really wanna be photog on the other =)

and group members on both days! you guys were awesome manzxz =D

though i must say i didnt do a good job this time round.
well, a result of extreme lack of planning and last minute preparations. hah.

but i rly had fun and appreciated all you guys who helped out! you people really made the 2 days meaningful man


oh and results hmm

i got 49/100 for chem
47/100 for math.

sucks eh. E and E.
i should be raymond then it'd sound great.

well at least i got sexprized by my GP compo, which got liek 30/50. real unexpected considering how much rubbish i wrote. well hope the other components don't screw up that badly and hopefully i might JUST get a B.

well im quite focused now. i realised if i study just a LITTLE everyday, it amounts to alot by A'lvls.
so i guess next time i'd do much better eh. (:

jaa,

yubin

its over but i hardly feel it.

well, its cosfest this weekend! =D

been waiting for quite some time too, really hope we can do a good job.

and chalet, cant wait haha.

well, as for now, theres still a list of things to be settled before i'm ready for cosfest.

off to work then heh

jaa

yubin

oh the past 3 days have been real enjoyable.

GP: Dead or alive i also duno. ultimate level of assassination.

E-恐-nomics: this one i know my outcome!

i'm dead.

Chem: I was laughing after the paper. Someone approached me and asked was it rly that easy for me.

"I think i don't want to fail also abit hard la hor."

TMr's the only paper i have some confidence in, but i know how easily it could turn out a disaster like that one which would most definitely happen with biology on friday.



well these aside, i spent 3 hours doing question 2(v) of math tutorial 5B just now.


oh need i mention? it still isnt complete yet.

i feel so much confidence in me now.