I'll be ready for prelims this time, the feeling of being well-prepared evokes such joy in me ahhhhh~ :D

gosh, who am i kidding.

Still alive, though barely

hey sup sup! im back with some dread.

tml's gonna be the last day of formal college life and it sucks i know. and i have plenty of reminders in the form of rants from many that it sucks too. but we'll tide over this period of hardship. (:

i shall not talk about the things i'll miss. Rather, i choose to reminisce in satisfaction the many happy memories hwach has filled me with.

let tml be a day filled with happiness and crazy stuff.

but really, this might be just another masquerade, a brave attempt to shield my heart from the obvious.

after all, i've spent the whole night feeling real empty. the sense of longing is slowly intoxicating my mind.

but i shall not be overwhelmed. a great battle lies ahead.

and boy am i excited.

YU BIN

hey supppp blog

i just watched 500 days of summer and its (Y) made me ponder like some frog pond.

anw famine camp just ended, i shan't rant about the negatives cos its over and its for a good cause i hope. but i am a tad disappointed as next year im prolly gonna be in NS and this would prolly be my last one and look how it turned out :(

oh well, i've had my cheap thrills along the way.

there you go, cheap thrills.

you evil sun of a beach.

sometimes i believe the extrovert part of me is depriving my inner soul of the introspection i really need.
after all, life isnt about a continuous supply of lame jokes and fooling around every day.
we need to think deep and thats what we're given a brain for.
we need to feel richness and thats what we're given a heart for.
im not telling myself to stop the rubbish bcos its a part of me. i do take after my mother in that we both are really out-going.
however, its more about the balance i should strike between superficial dealings with others and serious cultivation of reliance and trust in a strong friendship.

i guess when study stress gets to you, you really think alot about life?

then again, you've hardly started revising, havent you?

yubin


BTW ISAAC I KNOW YOU STALK SO PLEASE TAG YOU MUDABITCH.

uhgluahla

that was the 1st word that came to my mind when i thought of arbitrary retardation.

SO MUCH HAS happened omg.

1st and foreplay, floorball.

it has all come to a sad conclusion. one that is filled with dread of an abrupt end to all the sweat and toil and fun. how i wished i had one more year.

but looking back at all the rubbish we've had, all the joy and ecstasy, the thrill from learning new tricks, the lovely acquaintances. these are the elements that make up my periodic table.

i really hope the juniors can better our achievement next year (ITS NOT THAT HARD I REALISED LOL)

with that been said, HC FLOORBALL, you've left a huge imprint in my heart, one that would never be eroded. <3 stay as one guys.

SAT was okay, but i didnt finish 3 questions i guess that might be fatal? lets hope i at least hit 2100

Chem SPA was easy and i really finished right on the dot. crazy fug

NEXT week will be the hectic one, 2 STJs in 2 days, a birthday party, BIO SPA(_|_)

but hey, hows life gonna pass if its like zen garden everyday?

at least i get some zen in the morning cos i listen to music from my creative zen on the bus. HAHAHAHA (laugh please).

i think DAISO's the perfect playground for our creative imagination. never have i felt that mixing and matching a goodie bag can be so demanding on my EQ.

But the more you think with your heart instead of your mind, the sweeter the outcome's gonna be. this effort's for you mum, for none other is equally deserving. <3

HOPE I SURVIVE THIS YEAR OMG.

YUB

TOMORROW.

it all begins.

this might not be befitting of a clash between titans,

but he with grit, determination, willpower and genius shall prevail.

come on hc floorball.

for i am so god darn excited.

been reading blogs of many and im really very impressed by the level of optimism some exude despite having the odds pinned so mercilessly against them.

its a really important virtue (optimism) that boy, you seem to lack sometimes. i've been prone to feeling down in the face of minor complications recently and that certainly isnt a good sign.

time to think positive, feel good, discard that facade and attain self-actualisation (wow maslow)

right, i've just gotten back my rotten results for blocks and i refuse to pollute my blog by inputting those horrendous alphabets.

guess i needa work twice as hard now. i have great aims for A's after all.

pw gave me smth to cheer about, the majority getting A shan't stop me from rejoicing at my achievement!

NEXT WEEK.

omg nats are starting and boy im really sexcited dao bao.

though its the king we're facing first, we shan't buckle under this titanic challenge.
i'm adamant about claiming this victory, and god bless our keeper - we need you with us so please clearance please ):

and i hope SPAs dun clash with the games...

time to feel inspired, motivated, and brim with joy and confidence like how i used to.

YUBIN

hey now, what'cha yellin' for

blocks tests are over for a week already. no surprises so far i sorta expected my math result.

and that was my best subject (:

right school's been real monotonous as usual. guess thats the year 2 depression. glad im getting cheap thrills here and there, and making random friends that seem to provide me more of such.

staying optimistic and sleeping more helps too so guys out there sleep early if u dun wanna pms!

i think im officially sacked from the japanese tour guiding job. blame it on yourself for your lackadaisical attitude. ):

well there goes my only source of stable income. the possibility of that endofyear taiwan trip suddenly seems comparable to my topping the class for prelims.

i've begun to settle down and get my priorities right. after nearly one and a half years i say its about time no?

after all, 5As and overseas uni are definitely not just a dream. i can definitely do this.

and we have hell lotta JTS/STJ due to our having 2 jr classes woot so secks. hahah

well i always hear from teachers that our class is very special and bonded. but honestly on closer inspection of the class relations i very sadly conclude that the presumed unity is nothing but a mere illusion resulting from a bunch of lively individuals.

don't get me wrong, im not hating, nor lamenting for lamentation's sake.
i hope to see change.

i wanna see us meeting up for class dinner once a week 5 months after A's just like how our snr class does.

SAT in a month! if i score well who knows how much easier university apps will be.
i really wanna study abroad. the exp is therapeutic at the very least.

and i can certainly contemplate myself thrashing the paper.

come its only 7 months do yourself proud kiddo.

BIN