was doing bio homework and got stuck as usual. (hah you stupid piece of parental manufacture)

there's been so much bullshit, i think cow flu seems probable now.


nevermind. i shall hahahaha all those disturbing incidents.

because we hahahaha and forget everything right.

and back to the cheerful face. =D




blackout everywhere.
light up my heart,
conjure that long lost smile
where it rightfully belonged.

asharvin is nonsensical. crazy. 4-4 cheh. crazy arsenal.

so nowadays i gossip excessively. today tcss with glen for dam long after school. so much for gym session =/

tml 2.4. yubin seriously lacks confidence because he doesnt have any confidence in himself.

ah well. i got lotsa homework to catch up. i don't want another yubin-adorable-handsomeboy-centred discussion during cluster meeting for teachers.

cos on wed after t-rug training at turf city:

gp teacher in charge of t-rug: "yubin. u better pull yours till your knees for you studies ah."

"of course, i'm already improving."

"the teachers found you too entertaining in class. you need to chill."

"can't help." -shrugs-

"wha..aa.?"

"nvm, next monday for chem test i shall prove all of you wrong. watch me, i will do it. i will silence the critics and score my first coveted A for chem. just you all wait and see."

-teacher walks away-

and the girls won 1st for nationals. they looked ecstatic during prize giving. well done people :D


okay im off to homework. nobel prize for chemistry up for grabs.


stupid arsenal must win stupid-est man-utd cos only then will clever liverpool have any chance.

well. sorta cheered up. not by much though. but heres a rare visual treat with pictures basically summing up my jc life from the start.

lalala. so i basically wrote a few thousand wwords since there are so many pics



sadly he stole my spotlight as the appetising photo. oh well.



OG 34! the more active bunch. you guys are really entertain manz <3

elson my beloved OGL. you were really awesome man, kinda missed orientation cos of you =D



some of the guys from 34



bday celebration with class(:



beloved econs tutor Mrs IP (MAN).




somehow i managed to sneak this shot during bio lab.



lecture.



gropable bio teacher



woho. a visual treat for the feminine presence. joel <3 hot tsssssssssssss



and so francis managed to assemble a drum set out of chinese instruments.




toilet?



lectures again.



stayover during march hols =D



7G. really love you guys, fun-est bunch ever kay. xoxo



WAH (apollo<3). had fun eating during barbeque. blades of glory was epic funnyful too.

there, the 1st 2 months of jc shot past my unbelieving eyes.



"emotions are aplenty, but if we could all embrace each other with overwhelming love and companionship, everything is possible."
- Yu Bin, 20 feb 09 AD, 10:52

well its time for emotional man to be emotional and post emotional post.

but really, the time that passes. all the unfinished homework.

is it really like i dun wanna finish my homework? no please.
i don't switch on my computer anymore while working. i don't even listen to music.

i lock myself in my room even at times when im really dead tired from all the training and boring shit useless leck tures in school, desperately trying to accomplish something become my inevitable collapse onto that cotton-filled structure of mine.

so why could i still not finish everything.

it happens so many times i don;t even find it funny anymore. all the times when i spend 4 freaking hours doing just 2-3 math questions and getting stuck and frustrated?

i don;t even see the point of some lectures, especially biology. seriously, we just go there and fill in the blanks and then leave. wth?

i need to try to read the notes during lectures man. even though the lecturer's voice is often irritating, and thus ensuring that i could never get a good read for more than 3 minutes.

and then i have to go home and attempt to re-read everything before trying tutorial questions.

seriously. this can't go on.

bio test next monday. 5 chapters. 1 weekend. well goodluck. its 10% and i'd be glad enough if i could pass.

and thus the cycle continues as i gazed upon its progress. rather hopelessly.


what do you get being an entertainer? fatigue, pressure and an outright degradation of image.

great. so much for contributing. why would i even bother anymore.

After this piece of emotional input i shall go and finish ngoh shay piao's hw!
i always think this way. after this i go do homework. after that i go do homework.
i drink coffee so im gonna do homework till late and finish everything.
but nothing gets done.

anyway, im enjoying cello sessions. Its really... erm, classical? haha
just love it la, no longer feeling sad about not becoming percussionist already la.

The below content comprises of randomly worded thoughts that appear randomly.

1. I realised that alot of people in school would only speak angmoh. Does speaking chinese really turn people off that much? I don't really care, for i'm used to chinese, have been using it since young and will continue using as and when i like (which constitutes the majority of my conversations).

yeah. so i might use english to suit your liking, when i feel like. because i can.

2. I conclude that I'm no longer Bi, seeing him (duh we all know who) doesnt seem to get me sexcited that much anymore. I guess it was all admiration and not infatuation in the first place.
Therefore straight boy is as straight as y=x.

3. Speaking of admiration, I do have plenty for my senior class. Its really a visual paradise for the girls man. There are like, so many handsome guys. I wonder why talking to them makes me elates me so much.

4. I'm still the same lazy boy as from after EOYs last year. Really, i guess those who told me so are right; a leopard doesnt change its spots.

NVM. I shall be a lion from now on. because lions are sexy.

FIVE. really, i don't know if i can still complete homework by 1am. the econs test was real discouraging. i didnt even get to do part b much. really. i don't even feel like typing in proper england now. so out comes all the rubbish.

homework one - bio carbo and proteins tutorial.
'' 2 - PW PI. again -.-

helpless boy is hopeless.


but theres touch rug training tml! well at least something to look forward to. =D

lazy boy was being lazy and thus had no time to update.

okay here comes my first post in april yo.

i sort of quitted frisbee, in co now! (cello)

i really hope i can learn how to play this instrument well hmm.

but with the greatest sexiest and most effectiveful and most gayful teacher D<3M i think i can do it manzxzxszxzszx.

I seriously think i'm taking my work more seriously nowadays.

Take for example, math. i actually completed the whole tutorial 2B on my own the day b4 the class assignment. i checked answers with francis babe quite a few times and all was going well.
i guess the CO music in the background really helped. (and thus making known where i was studying -.-)

and the class assignment on the next day... i think i can get more than 10 out of 16 leh. see, hard work does pay man.

well though i have to take into account that i happen to be a ridiculously intelligent person.

and touch rugby trainings are getting tough but real fun. i really hope we can win something next year. haha

but then... WTH we have to pay 30 bucks to register for competitions?! (which i might not even get to play in considering how zai the boys in the team are.)

WTS.wTs.WtS.

but then. its still a funful week.

i can feel it. i can sense it. i can see it, from the way i'm smiling like a pervert now.
though not out of perverse, but out of sheer satisfaction that hardworking boy who needed to put in hard work has indeed started to work hard.

P.S: i really do hope council campaigning can last longer.

i have tasted and tested the food and collectibles and souvenirs and what nots from every single faculty (most of the time illegally) and i feel that i want this to last longer.

i mean, i don't even have to buy lunch nowadays. -shrugs-