well its time for emotional man to be emotional and post emotional post.

but really, the time that passes. all the unfinished homework.

is it really like i dun wanna finish my homework? no please.
i don't switch on my computer anymore while working. i don't even listen to music.

i lock myself in my room even at times when im really dead tired from all the training and boring shit useless leck tures in school, desperately trying to accomplish something become my inevitable collapse onto that cotton-filled structure of mine.

so why could i still not finish everything.

it happens so many times i don;t even find it funny anymore. all the times when i spend 4 freaking hours doing just 2-3 math questions and getting stuck and frustrated?

i don;t even see the point of some lectures, especially biology. seriously, we just go there and fill in the blanks and then leave. wth?

i need to try to read the notes during lectures man. even though the lecturer's voice is often irritating, and thus ensuring that i could never get a good read for more than 3 minutes.

and then i have to go home and attempt to re-read everything before trying tutorial questions.

seriously. this can't go on.

bio test next monday. 5 chapters. 1 weekend. well goodluck. its 10% and i'd be glad enough if i could pass.

and thus the cycle continues as i gazed upon its progress. rather hopelessly.


what do you get being an entertainer? fatigue, pressure and an outright degradation of image.

great. so much for contributing. why would i even bother anymore.