i really need a break, end of this year.
i need some source of energy to prepare me for the devils of the coming year.


yesterday was quite eventful. its usually at times like this when my priorities get jeopardised and i have absolutely no idea and no control over my actions - past, present, and future.

helplessness, but i was never in a precarious situation.

it all amounts to a weird precadiment, one which i could hardly account for using language.

the above could be a whole load of bull, for nothing significantly negative happened, and i did enjoy myself reasonably well.

well its mid autumn, and the only taste of mooncake i've had so far would be the microscopic sample from the poor salesman at bengawan solo with clement.

many many things that i could have done.

many many things forgone,
in a much much uneventful year.

out.